Where Am I?

Wow, it's been a long time since I've written. I haven't been in the mood to write, to be honest. My thoughts seem so personal, so down, so empty.

But hey, here I am because when I need advice who better to turn to then my kinky bloggers (we'll get to this a little later)?

My son is now married and grandbaby will be here in 3 months or less. Me, a Grandma. Doesn't seem possible yet it is reality. I'm excited to meet the little squirt........

My daughter who is almost 18 has decided to live with her brother and finish high school where we used to live. More friends up there. But this puts my life in turmoil. In one week, I will be all alone with my dog and two cats. They're worse than kids. This means I need to come home every night. My lifestyle no longer has room for a dog. But how in the world would I sleep without him (no, this is not the kinky part where I need your help)? I wish I knew someone that wanted him, where I could visit him and know that he was happy. Someone very close to me told me they can't understand why I don't want to live alone and was I afraid of being alone. The comment bothered me. I am fine alone. I am strong, independent. But weren't we meant to be melded with a life partner, to find another to find compatibility with so that we could bring laughter together? Really, how often do you laugh when you are all by yourself? Laughter happens more with others. And I want a life filled with laughter. Why is that so hard to understand? I think I need to make more friends. To develop more interests.

Now for the kinky part............let's see what you bloggers are made of. My guy is very creative in, uh, well, you know. Surprises me with spontaneity, brings me on rides to the moon where I can hear the angels sing. I feel boring. And maybe it's related to being menopausal and not feeling as sexual as in the past. Mom tells me to make sure I keep using it because the last thing you want is to loose it. Anyway, Mom gives me lots of weird advice and that could be a blog in and of itself. Advice from mom................. So anyway, let's hear your advice. Your kink. What ideas do you have to help me rock his world? Remember now, it can't be just normal.........creative stuff. Out of this universe, why didn't I think of that stuff. I hope someone still reads this so I can get some great ideas :-)